This Hold, Over Me.
It Confuses Me..
Never Have I Felt This Strongly.
Monday, 28 September 2009
Thursday, 17 September 2009
Decisions.
I Need To Do This For Myself.
But It's Gonna Hurt More Than Anything.
Or Should I Just Button Up Like I Always Have?
& Keep You Here.
Either Way It's Gonna Hurt.
The Lesser Of Two Evils.
Monday, 14 September 2009
Tears Are Brimming My Eyes.
As I Say Goodbye To My Sanity Once Again.
I'm Tired, Of Putting On This Charade.
I Should Feel Lucky, Compared To Other People, I Live The Life Of Luxory.
But I Can't.
I Just Can't.
I Feel Literally Sick To The Stomach, Every Time I Look In The Mirror Or Touch My Face.
I Hate It. I've Tried So Hard, To Change My Opinion On Myself.
It Just Discusts Me Completely.
I'm Sick Of Being Here.
I'm Going Nowhere, I Work At A Job That Im Going Nowhere With, With People Who Backstab Eacother, & Customers Who Ridicule The Way I Look & Dress.
I Want To Save Money, Yet Every Penny I Have, Is 'Borrowed'.
Then, What Money I Do Have, Goes On Booze, It Makes Me Feel Better, Those Few Hours Incapacitated By Drink, & I'm Happier Than I Am All Week, I Forget All My Problems, & Worries, Until I Wake Up & It Starts Again.
Living In This House, With These People, Makes Me Despise Them.
Sleeping All Day, Eating Everything In Sight.
Having The Audacity, To Ask My Friend, To Go To The Shops, And Fuel Your Discusting Habbit?
You Make Me Sick.
I'm Tired, Of Being Walked Over.
I'm Tired, Of Just Being Who I Am.
I Should Be Greatful For The What I Have.
Does That Make Me Selfish?
I'm Scared, Of The Type Of Person This Is Making Me Become.
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
Fair Times.
Every Second Monday & Tuesday In September The St. Giles Fair Comes To Town!
I Never Thought I'd Get Too Old!!! But My Friends SUCK.
Hahah & Wouldnt Stay Longer Than Once Up & Down!
I Well Wanted Somone To Win Me A Teddy =( Next Year Again I S'pose!
Had A Good Time :D Saw Some Friends I Haven't Seen In Ages!
So...Enough With The Banta! Have A Look At The Snaps!
On The Ghost Train!!! Which We Thought Would Be Shit...But Actually Made Us Scream!
Hahahahah Emma & Nics Faces In The Back!!
Then We Saw Grace :D & I Just Took Pictures Of Me With Everyone Haha.
APRIL AND MARJ!!!!!
Me & Lil Sis!!!
Hahahahahah Me & Nic;
-OMG JESS LOOK AT MY FOREHEAD...-
-DONT LOOK DOWN THEN...LOOK UP!!!-
-OMG JESS LOOK AT MY EYES-
-NIC...At Least It Aint Your Forehead!-
Me & Emma :D
Ill End On...What A Place To Get Lost!!!!
xo;
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