Quotes I Made.

Isn't It Funny, How Your Mind Represses Things That Caused You Hurt; Bad Memories, Laying Dormant Untill You're At Your Lowest, Where They'll Resurface And Make The Pain So Much Harder To Bare.


The Greatest Feeling In The World, Is The Butterflies That Special Someone Gives You.
What Happens, When Each Butterfly
Is Stabbed
One
By
One.



I'm In Love With You.
Subconsciously Falling Faster & Deeper.
Inevitably My Heart Will Always Be Yours.

Him

How Does He Have This Hold Over Me?

This Invisible Force That Pulls Me.

The Hurt & Pain End Up Forgotten

As I Become Smitten Once Again.


I Miss Him So Much, You Cannot Even Begin To Realise.
I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Missing.
A Whole In My Heart.


I Wish This Was Easy.

Oh.

I've Done It Again


I Need To Find A Different Way.

=(

Scars;

These Scars Emotional & Physical Will Never Heal.

Fade Within Time Maybe, But Always There To Remind Me.

I Need A Good Dose Of Pain To Settle This Anger.

>.<

Amor Vincit Omnia

I Wrote These For My ♥

You’re Happy. I Smile.
Your Heart Breaks. I Cry.
You Fall. I’ll Be There To Catch You.
You Take Your Last Breath. I Take Mine.
You Are My Other Half.
Together We Are Whole.

You

I am drawn to you like a flower to sun
You are the one, to which I belong.
You are the light in my darkest days
The way your eyes hold my gaze
Your voice sends shivers down my spine
Oh how I wish you could be mine
Your gentle touch so caring & sweet
The thought of you sweeps me off my feet
Without you my heart beats as half
I covet what I cannot have
The pain you cause, too great to be true
If Only You Ever Knew
My love.
My love only lives for you




I'm Completely Smitten.


♥

Family Or Foe?

What Is The Actual Point In Setting Rules?
When Nobody Will Abide By Them.

What Kind Of Mentor Are You If You Let Him Walk Over You So Easy.

My Brother, Will Stay Up Until 4/5 In The Morning, Then Sleep Throughout The Day.
Get Woken Up At 9pm(ish) If She Cooks Dinner, Which He Moans At, Eats Half,
Then Now, At What? 22;45 He's Sat Here With 'A Bit' Of Bread.
He Had HALF A FUCKING LOAF.
'I Didn't Eat My Dinner Though'
'Yeah, Thats YOUR Fault, You Shouldn't Be Eating At This Time, Let Alone Half A Loaf Of Bread.'

He Goes Stomping Upstairs, Mum Asks What's Wrong, 'Jessica's Shouting At Me Cuz I Have A Bit Of Bread And I Didn't Eat All My Dinner, She Needs To Sort Herself Out'
Mum Replies 'Just Go And Eat It Nathan'
I Shout Up The Stairs 'Mum Do You Fucking Realise, He's Eaten Half A Loaf Of Bread, That You Can't Even Afford, And He Just Gets Away With It?'
Mum; 'I Know, He's Only Got A Bit Of Bread Though Jessica.'

Why Do I Even Fucking Bother?!!

I Come Home From Work, And They're Both A-Fucking-Sleep.
I'm Trying To Save Money, To Get Out Of Here, But She 'Borrows' Every Single Penny I Have.
& Yet Again Raged At Me Today, Her Lack Of Fags And Electricity.
I Don't Want To Seem, Selfish, Or Uptight, I Don't Mind Paying For Electricity, I Use My Fair Share, I Wouldn't Ask For It Back, But Supplying Her With Endless Fags?
It's Completely Ridiculous.
WHY DON'T YOU GET A FUCKING JOB?!!
Instead Of Sleeping All Day!?
FFS.
Then She Wouldn't Even Leave The House To Get It.
So I Had To Go Out, Get Electricity & A Packet Of Fags.
& I Bet She'll Ask For More Tommorow.

I Really Can't Handle Losing My Temper With Her Anymore.


Such An Idiotic Family.

Vampyree

I Have An Unhealthy Obsession With Vampyres.
My Mam Even Calls Me Her 'Little Vampire' As Two Of My Front Teeth Are 'Fang Shaped'


Anywhoo, I Love Experimenting With Photography, Manipulating Pictures As Such..
This Is My Newest Experiment;










I Quite Like This, I Upped The Conrast On The *cough* Tomato Juice *cough* So It Looked A Darker Red-Blood.


Here Is Some Edits I've Done On Myself;

I've Obviously Edited Out My Piercings & Elongated My Teeth.These Are Two Of My Favourite Manipulations.

I Even Set My FMP (final major project) On Vampyres, Ill Post That In Another Blog Though

=)

Drawing

I Keep Stopping & Starting With This, But I've Just Got Back Into It x)





I Loove To Draw People Pictures,





& I Just Drew This For Joeey;

I Quite Like It ^.^,

Though, I Don't See What The Big Deal Is About The Film!

Ahhh Well.